山海经

Hi. Happy New Year everyone. It's 0125 now. I'm here to write about my 2013's summary.

365 days has passed. Quite a long time, but for me, it gone very fast. I couldn't know why, maybe is just because of my time is filled with many activities and so on. And today, 20140101 - I had knew that what is called heart pain. I finally knew that, in my real life, my friends are less. What a sad case. Countdown? I didn't go. I was at home, and watching my drama and novel. Don't ask me why. I won't answer you.

Something still make me feel happy is, I always have three piggies behind me. I really appreciate this relationship with them. They knew all my secrets, even is my friend, they don't know. What I hope is our friendship will last forever. HAH. How long is forever? Do y'll know? I have no idea about it. I think for me, forever is until the day I die :)

Other than three piggies, thank for my online-mate who wished me Happy New Year. We didn't chat for long time, but I still so glad that, you wish me a happy new year (although for me, it's not). And two other friends who I didn't think before that they will wish me. But I just guess that one of it come and wish me just to ask me something. Another, really thanks for your heart. Although I do not know that was it sincere, but I appreciate this wishing which make me feel warmth, thanks.

2013 is filled of unhappy memories, btw, some of it is sweet and memorable which I had spent it with my families. But others... If can, I hope that I can delete all my 2013 posts and re-start again. But I know that, although I deleted it, it will always be in my mind, which I will remember it forever. How sad is it :(

Today is 2014, the year for me to sit for my SPM, and also for me to grow. I think I have not mature enough. Im still a childish people sometime in something. I think that is because of nobody knows what I'm thinking, that's why I always think aside. Fine. I'm okie with it. Hope that I have a good 2014. It may not be the best, but just don't let me feel hurt again. This is all what I wish :) May God bless it.


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